getting worse..omg..

haih.ytd was headache sorethroat and low fever.today headache, sorethroat,cough, flu and high fever.sigh....wats happening to me.... >< scared...

feel like gonna die..

headache...omg.feel like whole head gonna burst..aaaaaah... *holding head with both hands*
cant speak...got very bad sorethroat also...pain until even the teeth pain leh..ooowwww...........cant even eat n swallow properly without feeling like i'm swallowing a rock..
fever too..
sob............ .><.

when i...

look at my house, i think of my family.

see best friends, i think of anna.
-cuz we are! ^^

see a smile, i think of crystal.
-cuz she's always smiling =]

see a teddy bear, i think of joyce.
-cuz she's just like one.haha.

see penguins, i think of laiyee.
-cuz she loves them..

see a tanning salon, i think of lydia.
-cuz she's soo tanned....

see a cat, i think of kat vee.
-cuz of her name lor! lols..

see tall and thin, i think of debbie.
-cuz she's tall n thin la..

see my tambourine, i think of jessie.
-cuz she teach de ma..heh

see a pic of Beethoven, i think of xin wei.
-cuz she's good at playing the piano...oo..lol..

see my water bottle, i think of Johnny.
-cuz he give me wan lo..haha

see twins, i think of rueben looi.
-cuz..hard to explain....just cuz la.haha..

see a monkey, i think of Johnston.
-everyone knows why..ahaha.

see guitars, i think of reuben pak.
-cuz he's my guitar teacher la.lol

see my guitar, i think of my cous bro.
-cuz he give me wan..heehee

see a pro guitarist, i think of kevin.
-cuz he's pro guitarist lar..haha.

hear 'apologize' by one republic, i think of eugene.
-cuz he sent the song to me last time.hehe

see drums, i think of david, jonathan and jien yue.
-cuz they play in the church.haha.

see basketball, i think of jay1.
-cuz i remember he says he plays with his friends.lols..

see a group of teens hanging out, i think of my church youth.
-cuz we're a group of teens! go gts!! ^^

see/hear my christian cd songs, i think of stan.
-cuz he gave me the cd.. ^^

see someone emo, i think of my 'old' self.

see stars in the sky, i think of how beautiful the world can be... =]

真的好想, 好想~ ><

好想回去以前的我.

好想把心里的伤都消除掉.

好想你别对我那么冷漠.

好想再活过新的生活.

好想我们的友情继续到永远.

好想看到你的微笑.

好想把你的信都delete掉.

好想忘了之前的事.


好想...

再重新开始.

thank you

thanks....
for helping me get over you.

ya.
you made me get over you!

you know what you did...!

or maybe you dont.

either way,you're the one who made it dawn on me what a jerk you are.
sorry..but i cant lie.

anyway, THANK YOU.SO MUCH.

p.s. u probly dont even know i'm talking about you! xD @.@ lol.

*bzzzbzzz* *bzzzbzzz*
Caller ID : Aaron
*bzzzbzzz*

me :
hey! watsup?
...hello??
...HELLO!!

him :
she broke my heart.i'll never smile again..

me :
what are you talking about?

him :
remember the girl i always talk about? the super cute,super cool,girl good friend of mine?

me :
oh...

him :
ya.that one...

me :
why are you talking to me about me? xD

him :
swt! i am not talking about you!!

me :
then who is it???

him :
cindy.remember??

me :
oh...the girl you've had a crush on since i dont know when..

him :
i do not have a crush on her!!!
...
sorry.its like an auto reaction when someone says i have a crush on someone.
ya.i have a crush on her.

...

me :
well?? what about her???!!!!

him :
...
you know what? forget it.i'm hanging up now.

me :
no no no dont!! i just dont get what you're saying!

him :
fine..
she has a boyfriend.

me :
uhh..........so?

him :
you arent listening!! i like her! she has a boyfriend! i'm heartbroken!! do i have to spell it out for you???!!

me :
well i'm sure it would've been easier if you did in the first place..

him :
ok thats it.you are obviously not interested.
i'll go talk to someone who at least pretends to care!!

me :
no i'm sorry i'm sorry! dont hang up!! pleeeeaase....
i'll be so attentive you wouldnt even know its me!!

him :
sigh..fine..
...
well?? whats your opinion?

me :
about what?

him :
argh!!!!! i can burst an artery talking to you!!!!! goodbye!

me :
dont go!! please please please...i'm sorry.....i'll listen! i promise!

him :
long sigh...ok.last chance.
cindy has a boyfriend.i'm heartbroken..i need comforting.

me :
well,think about it this way.
she's way too short for you.when u wanna hug or kiss her,you'll have to bend down so low your back will ache! xD

him :
haha.its not funny.be serious!!

me :
okok, you killjoy.there are plenty of girls in this world.

him :
plenty of girls??!

me :
yea.i'm sure she's not that good....

him :
not THAT GOOD???!!

me :
yeah! there're lots of better girls out there!

him :
BETTER GIRLS?????!!!!!

me :
YES!! can you stop replying with a question??! its annoying!

him :
annoying????!

me :
its my turn to hang up now.

him :
sorry sorry..i got abit overexcited...
but really.better than her???
sweet,kind,pretty,smart, AND has a SENSE OF HUMOR!
BETTER THAN THAT???!

me :
okay okay..dont get worked up.
how bout we talk this over ice cream? my treat.

him :
nah.i'm so not in the mood for it.

me :
a cup of..something?

him :
i think i prefer talking just as i am now.

me :
well,thats fine with me.
you dont have to change if you dont want to.
unless you're in your underwear.then you have to put some clothes on first.
and if your breath stinks,you have to brush your teeth and take some breathmints first.

him :
i dont mean my clothes or my oral hygiene!!! i mean i prefer talking through the phone!!

me :
oh.ok then.you leave me no choice.
I DARE YOU TO GO FOR ICE CREAM OR SOMETHING WITH ME.

him :
well..........ok.if its your treat.

me :
nope.now its your treat.

him:
but you just said...

me :
that was before i had to dare you to do it! =P

him :
...fine. >(


*TO BE CONTINUED* XD

right for me, bullseye.

I was made the wrong way..
Won't you do me the right way?
Where you gonna be tonight?
'cause i won't stay too long..

Maybe you're the light for me.
When you talk to me it strikes me.
Won't somebody help me?
'cause i don't feel too strong..

Was it something that i said?
Was it something that i did?
Or the combination of both that did me end?

You know i'm hoping you sing along,
Though it's not your favorite song..
Don't wanna be there when there's nothing left to say...

You know that some of us spin again..
When you do, you need a friend.
Don't wanna be there when there's nothing left for me..
And i hate the thought of finally being erased..
Baby that's the best of me.

Everything's behind you.
But the hope still stands beside you.
Living in every moment..
Have i wasted all your time?

Was it something that i said?
Was it something that i did?
Or the combination of both that did me end?

You know i'm hoping you sing along,
Though it's not your favorite song..
Don't wanna be there when there's nothing left to say...

You know that some of us spin again..
When you do, you need a friend.
Don't wanna be there when there's nothing left for me...
And i hate the thought of finally being erased..
Baby that's the best of me.

You know i'm hoping you sing along..
Though it's not your favorite song...
Don't wanna be there when there's nothing left to say..

You know that some of us spin again.
When you do, you need a friend..
Don't wanna be there when there's nothing left for me..
And i hate the thought of finally being erased...
Baby that's the best of me.

NO MORE.I'M FREE.

no.not for him.not anymore.for myself.

CANT BELIEVE IT!!!!!!! I AM SOOOO OVER YOU!!!!!!!!!! I MEAN IT!!!!WOOOOOOOOOOOOOT~~~~!!!!! XDD YEAH!!!!!!!

it hurts.it really does,so much.but i'm gonna let go..for you.

people say, 'If you love someone, you'd be willing to let him/her go..no matter how much it hurts you...as long as it makes him/her happy..'

so..i'm gonna do it.for you.

yeow.........

so pain my feet......just came back frm worship practice..couldnt remember the dance steps..do til so kelam kabut.... >< haihs.hope we do better tmr...

*my feet hurt like crazy..even more than words can say...my feet hurt like crazy..since 530 today...* xD

i wont give up!! no i wont!!!!!!

i'm gonna reach for the sky and never look down!!

but have to add alot of oil first!
*glug glug glug*



YEAH! NOW I'M READY!!!!!
GO!!!!!
加油！！！
wooooooooot.....!!

我不会再为你掉眼泪...

its too hard.....

why is it when i try to look at the bright side, i cant find it....? .><.

why is it i feel especially emo when i'm with happy people?

why is it the dark side of things always seem bigger than the bright side?

why is it just seeing someone sad can ruin my whole day??

why is it that it hurts so much when i look at you?

why is it that i let you break me apart like that??


what am i doing here...

my new leaf. ♥

you know how EVERYONE says i'm ALWAYS EMO...?

well....i'm getting tired of it.

NO MAS!!! (you'll know what it means if you watched beverly hills chihuahua xD)

yeah! from now on,i'm gonna be super cool, super happie gurl! wooooot.........!!!!! ahahaha....

wanna know where this sudden decision came out from?

weell...
these days i've noticed how my emo-ness really influenced some of my friends and made them emo too.. >< i'm so sorry guys........
tried to cheer them up,but they were just becoming more and more like me.always seeing the negative side of everything and getting sad over little little stuffs..yea,thats me.
CORRECTION : that WAS me.

so, i cant stand it no more.that's why i've decided to be a happier person.a more positive person.

its gonna be hard, i'm sure..i'm so used to the emo face i've been wearing,its gonna be real difficult to change...but i know i can do it.
even though i'm facing somethings that are really really very saddening right now.....i just know i can.

Jia you, isabel ><

The Easter Story : He Is Alive!

went to watch the play The Easter Story:He Is Alive! yesterday night in Putra Stadium..was so touching.. .><. the actors can sing soo well!!
got pulled to the front by my friend when altar call...lols..

anyways,all in all it was very good. =] whoever's looking at this post who hasnt seen it, YOU SHOULD GO!!

Putra Stadium,Bukit Jalil.nightly Friday,Saturday,Sunday.8pm.FREE ADMITTION! ^^

hehe.

cut short hair liao lu.................heh..

going to see the play 'The Easter Story : He Is Alive' tonight at Putra Stadium,Bukit Jalil! with mah 2 good friends! haha..gonna be sooo fun! i hope.. X] lol..

真的要放弃了吗.....?

好伤心...好想哭...但是哭有什么用? 哭了会解决我的问题吗?
答案是,不会.

不管我做什么,我的心上的伤口...是不会走的.

我的心,永远都会有这个疤痕..它永远都不会再恢复原来的完美.

永远都已经是一个被伤了的心.


现在超想哭.... ><

seeing stars...

everytime i see the stars in my blog layout (right), i remember the stars i used to see in my home in penang..sighs...miss it so much even though it's been like 4+ yrs since i moved to kl...

its funny..in penang, i used to always call my house 'my home' and go home and say 'ahh....back at my home sweet home.'
but nowadays,its just 'yeah.that's my house.' or 'i'm back.'
sighs..home just dont feel like home no more..

miss the stars that used to shine so brightly for me.....

mom's bday~

HAPPIE BIRTHDAY MUMMY~~!!!

HAVE A TOTALLY AWESOME YEAR AHEAD!

AND REMEMBER...I LOVE YOU! *MUAX*

dreams..

let me ask you..
have you heard this quote before?

"a mans dreams are an index to his greatness" -Zadok Rabinwitz

when we're children,we were always encouraged to have big dreams for the future.to become whatever we want to be..
but somewhere along the road,many lose this ability to dream..

WHY? is it because we realize what life is like in the real world?
i dont think so.

i think it's because we're settling for second best.
we are either to scared of what others will think if we do what we love...or we arent willing to stand up to the criticism and see things through..

i doesnt have to be like that.you can achieve great things..if you let yourself.

for sure you'll hav to start small...but dont stop there.set a BIG goal.and never lose sight of it..

WHATEVER YOU DO,DONT PUT LIMITS ON YOUR SUCCESS.NEVER GIVE UP.
WHATEVER THE CASE,DONT SETTLE FOR SECOND BEST IN YOUR LIFE.

hey...if you shoot for the stars and all fails,at least you'll still land on the moon...

dream BIG

When I was a little girl

I swore

that I would change the world when I grew up.

Nothing else would be enough

Back then it all seemed black and white

But these days I just cant seem to find the child in me

Who always believed

I see it everyday

We settled for safe

And lose ourselves along the way

But if u dont dream big whats the use in dreaming.

If u dont have faith theres nothing worth believing.

It takes one hope to make the stars worth reaching for.

So reach out, for something more

Took a well perfected plan

For me to finally understand

But its not me

Faith is something I can't see

I lose the reigns and let them go

I broke the chains of fear

That had their hold on me too long

When all I felt was wrong

Ive wiped my tears away

now its time for a change

No I cant waste another day

Coz if u dont dream big whats the use in dreaming.

If u dont have faith theres nothing worth believing.

It takes one hope to make the stars worth reaching for.

So close your eyes and tell me what you see

between what's real and make believe

here's the path we've all been searching for

So reach out, for something more

than you ever could imagine then move

don't wait for it to happen

life's too short for not taking chances

the stars are far as they seem

But if u dont dream big whats the use in dreaming.

If u dont have faith theres nothing worth believing.

It takes one hope to make the stars worth reaching for.

So reach out, for something more...

is second best all i ever will be?

i dont wanna run away from the truth..but what else can i do...?

sob..guys are so mean....

people hate me... *cry*


...


*sniff* mm.mom's homecooked chicken soup.. *sniffles.wipes eyes*

*go downstairs*

*slurp*

mmm...delicious.

do you even know i'm talking about you...didnt think so.

you make me so happy sometimes..
so why do i want you out of my life?

oh, yeah.

cuz you make me sad most of the time...

~~~~~~

sighs..these days dunno why keep crying 'for no reason'.. >< crazy me...so sad...

sob..

life's sad when you're around..its sadder when you're not.

ytd went to church at 4pm to help jon shoot video for church camp promotion..there were 7 of us all together.4 guys 3 girls.

its so wierd.when i was there, i felt really 'out of the loop'..i dunno, its just like, i couldnt connect with them you know..even when they stood in a circle,i always seemed to be the one sort of,out of it.so sad...so i kept going out of the room.. x'[ (gonna cry ady..swt..)
usually,i like being alone..but this time, it was so...hurting.i talked only a few times. (actually,i dun remember talking to any1 except lyd.)

you might've guessed, i was emo the whole the time.but to be honest,there were other contributing factors to my emo-ness..

at abt 630,we went to bidara to eat dinner.didnt feel like eating at all..even though i was super hungry....but aft some persuation,i ate.mainly cuz i was scared i'd get gastric or something..
while we were eating, it started pouring..pssc came and picked us girls up.but the boys ran back in the rain..lol.

dunno why after dinner,i cheered up abit.maybe cuz i was abit more..noticed? =/
anyways,yeah.i cheered up abit.

aft the boys showered,we sang songs til prayer time.that really cheered me up.

by cell time,i was quite ok.had some emo moments,but still ok.cuz there was this smiley face there that time.haha.thx lai yee... =]

aft cell,we practiced the chinese song for parents day.that time i was abit hyper,cuz the song soo nice.lol.then,went home..

at night,had such a horrible nightmare..woke up crying.. >< sighs..

k la.gtg.bye....

baroooomm.....ZAP!

wake up.

rain..........................stop.
rain rain rain storm!....................stop.

zzz.sleepy time.

rain rain rain rain.............................


these few days' weather really suits my mood.gloomy...sighss..
wish you were here...

live life

life.appreciate it while you have it.you never know when you'll lose it.seriously.you never know.. ><

of course some people can say 'who cares? if i die, i'll just go to heaven! have the good 'life'!'
but still, if God wanted us to live just to die, he wouldn't have let us live in the first place.

so guys,

LIVE OUT LOUD! LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST! DO WHAT YOU HAVE NEVER DID BEFORE, BEFORE YOU CANT DO IT ANYMORE! jia you!!

smile

Smiling is infectious.anyone can catch it like a flu.

when someone smiled at her today, she started smiling too.

she walked around the corner and a guy saw her grin.

when he smiled, she realized she passed it to him.

she thought about her smile and realized its worth.

a single smile, just like hers, could travel around the world.

so if you feel a smile coming, dont stop it.

smile and get the world infected! =]

ps. i'm smiling even though i feel like crying.

you say it best...

sighs...cant stop sighing..

i dont think anyone in this world can 'speak right to my heart'.. =/

isnt it wierd..? how when this guy friend likes you, you just wanna be friends and you reject him.
you 2 still talk alot.still really good friends.he still likes you though.your relationship becomes closer than when you rejected him.

then all of a sudden, he goes 'away' and you 2 dont talk much anymore.he meets this girl.he totally falls for her and starts ignoring you (guys are like that.most anyway).

and even though you know you just like him as a good friend, you still feel hurt.

wierd huh..

sobs....

today vry emo....very very very very E-M-O.sigh...feel like crying.

thank God i have such great friend(s) to cheer/try to cheer me up....

thanks guy(s)..i'm sure you know who you are... =]

even if i dont feel ALOT better, thanks.a real lot.. .><.

youth cell

well, ytd went to youth cell...there were exactly 10 people who attended.cuz most of them were in rangers camp.

worship time, there were only 7 of us.i felt really....comfortable actually.usually, when there are like 20+ people, i tend to be really shy to..u know,close my eyes, or lift up my hands, or just be touched by Him...

but this time, i felt very at ease.and the songs were all so...umm...well, i was really touched by those songs a long time ago.it felt nice to just close my eyes, lift up my hands and let Him touch me.maybe even...cry? shh.....lols..

of course, i'm not saying that i like it that so few youth attended.but, i guess, i just cant help it that i feel better when less people are around you know.. =/

what happened..

i cant stop thinking and wondering....what happened to you...why wont you tell me?

whats wrong?? is it something bad? is that why you never come? oh what the heck,is has to be something bad! i dont care what it is.anything that's stopping you from coming is DEFINITELY bad!!!

urgh.getting so hyped up....yikes..cant stop thinking about it!!! ><

sighs.just hope you're okay..God bless!

through it all...You're with me..

Your mercy found me

Upon the broken road

And lifted me beyond my failing.

Into Your glory

My sin and shame dissolved

And now forever Yours I’ll stand.

In love never to end

To call You more than Lord,

Glorious friend.

So I throw my life upon all You are

‘Cause I know You gave it all for me

And when all else fades

My soul will dance with You

Where the love lasts forever. (x2)

And forever I will sing

Lord forever I will sing

Of how You gave Your life away

Just to save me,

Lord You saved me.

With You, where the love lasts forever.

girls are like apples on trees.

The best ones are at the top of the trees.

Boys dont want to climb up to get the good ones because they're afraid of falling and getting hurt.
Instead,they just take the apples that have already fallen down from the tree,which arent half as good,but easy.

So the apples on the top think something is wrong with them.when in reality, they're sweet, nice and amazing.

They just have to wait for the right boy who's brave enough to climb to the top of the tree and pick them.because those are the boys who'll appreciate them most and treat them the best.

good luck gals.jia you o! =]

=]

love, makes life sooooooo much more complicated, so much more hurtful, so much more sad,
and yet,soo much better.

oh the irony.

LIVE YOUR LIFE

life.appreciate it while you have it.you never know when you'll lose it.

of course some people can say 'who cares? if i die, i'll just go to heaven! have the good 'life'!'
but still, if God wanted us to live just to die, he wouldn't have let us live in the first place.

so guys,

LIVE OUT LOUD! LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST! DO WHAT YOU HAVE NEVER DID BEFORE, BEFORE YOU CANT DO IT ANYMORE! GAMBATEH!! ^^

*i say*

************

the heart see's things that are invisible for the eye.it speaks a language we dont understand.

~

LOVE is a canvas created by nature and embroidered by imagination.

~

do not forget who you are.just be yourself and you will shine like a star.

~

if you want something you never had, do something you never did.

~

time is like a bird on the wing.is comes and goes as it pleases.

~

gravity isnt responsible for people falling in love!

~

************

laugh,and the world laughs with you.cry,and the world laughs even harder.

i have so much to tell you.and now,its perfect.you're right in front of me.
but i cant.i dont know where to begin.

so i ignore you.you ask me why.i ask you what you want me to say.but even you dont know.of course you dont know.you have no idea.not a clue.

i guess it IS my fault.but i may never tell you.after all,why bother? you 2 are perfect for each other.congrats to you both.

look....

the sky, is the most beautiful thing in the world..

look at the stars...they're so small.so far away.but yet, so beautiful.

sitting over here,i cant help but think about you...

..

how are you now?

you dont have to reply.i'm sure you're doing well. =]

i miss you..

too emo?

wont somebody come take me home....

posting in church..lols.

anyways, haihs.i'll bet if i asked my friends to describe me, 1 of the first things they would say is ALWAYS EMO.

now emo cuz nobody teman me here..lyd go back ady n crys didnt come...sighs.what to do..only i am 'soo free'. == lol.story of my life...NOT.

but usually i'm not THAT emo wan lar.at least that's wat i think la.maybe my normal look alrd looks vry emo....hehe.

what to do now..so bored..no msn summore.......... T.T sobs~

haha.ok la.gonna go look for sumthing to do...ciaox guys! oops.AND gals!!

isabel = bella

wonder how my life would be like if i was Twilight's Bella..haha...

use some imagination!! =D i could become a vampire and eat everyone up!! xD

nah..not imaginative enough...hmm..
dont worry.i'll think of something.

but for now,i gtg to cell! omg,i'm late!! bye peeps!!!

my happiness now is indescribable

exams are over.AND now we have a week's holiday.

omg.its unbeliavable.

...

YEEAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYY...........!!!!!!!

whew.out of breath dy.haha.

Enjoy your hols guys! ^^

it is time

where am i? its so dark.is this nightime? trees are surrounding me at all sides.they're black and leafless.where am i??! i'm..lost.how did i get here???!

'help! is anyone here?? help me!! please...!!!'

~

i have to find the way out of here! all i can think of is running.i run and run and run.....
its so dark.its too silent to be a forest.all i can hear are my footsteps.

i dont see anything but the black trees.nothing.its so scary.i start to cry.but i keep running.'dont stop' i tell myself.i struggle through some branches.they scratch me all over.i dont care. 'run.just keep running.get out.' was all i could think.

finally,my legs could stand nomore.out of breath,i fall.

i open my eyes.is this a dream? no.i'm still here.
it should be morning by now.where's the sun? its still as dark as ever.i try to get up, but my legs wont budge.like they're paralyzed.i cant do it.

what's that? a bright light catches my eye.light! there's light! i starts to grow dim.
'no! dont go!!!' i push myself up.my legs wont move. 'get up!!!' i forced them up.they hurt.they feel more painful than anything i've ever felt before.tears start falling from my eyes.

run.run!! i cant.i can barely walk.the light moves.it goes further and further away.i feel the darkness coming over me. 'no,wait.wait for me..' RUN!! i start running.i dont care how much it hurts.i want to get out of here.the light is so far way it looks like a tiny star almost disappearing. i dont stop.'i wont.' i promise myself. 'i wont..'

after what seemed like days and days of endless running, i see the light.its not more than a mile away.i run like i've never ran before.
finally,i'm there.standing right in front of it.before i can say a word, its glows so bright till i cant open my eyes, and then vanishes. 'no!!!! COME BACK!!!!!!' i'm enveloped in darkness again.
its gone..gone.

i kneel down and start crying.i give up..i give up.

suddenly,something nudges my knee.i look up.its a mouse.tiny and harmless.then i notice, i'm not in the jungle anymore..i'm out! I'M OUT!!!

i breathe a sigh of relief...its over.
my energy is totally used up.i lay down and fall asleep.

~

its morning now.a dim light shines in the sky.its not the sun.i'm on a gloomy,cold stretch of bare land.the forest has disappeared.

in front of me lay a huge jungle of rose plants.rose plants that were almost 4 feet tall.the roses were a shade of black-red.big thorns stuck out from all the branches.
i stand there.wide-eyed staring at them,speechless.

'its not over.' no...

i sit down on the cold hard floor.planning to just lie down and die.
then sudddenly, a strong wind blows in.i'm freezing cold.where is this coming from?? i cant open my eyes.it didnt take me long to figure out,its a hurricane.

i have nowhere to go.it was either the wind, or the thorns.
i try to hide in a narrow pathway in the branches.

thorns scratch my whole body.my clothes are torn by them.blood is streaming through my wounds.i noticed the path gets wider as it goes on.even so,the narrow part is very long.i know i would be hurt badly if i go on.

but there is no option now.i pull myself through the branches.pushing away as much as i can with my hands.i yell in pain as the thorns poke into my arms. 'keep going.you're almost there.keep going...'

the path starts getting wider.then,less and less thorns could reach me.finally,i'm walking in the middle of the rose jungle.my wounds hurt like crazy.i tear off a part of my pants and soak it in a puddle of water.i use it to wipe my wounds and bandage my right arm.

the sun is still nowhere to be seen.i just keep walking.glancing around once in a while to see if any horrible creature comes jumping at me.

after some hours,i see the end.the end of the jungle.my energy is failing me and i feel like i'm going to die of exhaution......

but its not over.i'm in more darkness.its just a dark and empty space.i have no place to run.no way to go.i would just be walking on and on into nothing if i continued.

not knowing what to do anymore,i fall to the ground.i sob and sob endlessly.but right then,i remembered.

pray.try to pray.

'God..help me.please..'

~

i wake up to see myself in a field.green trees and flowers surrounding me.
i feel...safe again.

pheww..

*note to self* dont ever get sick on exam week............. T.T

whoo.done with bc,geo,english and science exams...tiring.. -,-zzZ

now left bm,maths,sejarah,and..umm..aiyo, cant remember...
o ya! KH! urgh...my worst subject... =.=

k la k la.gotta go study again..bye.. *faints*

1 down,so much more to go.

yeay!!! passed guitar exam...!!!! woohooo.........!! ^^v
wooooooooooooooo....................!!!!!


now,its time to face something worse...



SCHOOL EXAM.

*TUMTUMTUUUMMM...* (scary music)



xD

wish me luck.. ><

wedding...

Last last last week (i think), me n mom went to her collegue's wedding..
not the dinner type.the real i-do-saying, signature signing type.

Me n my mom were the only chinese there! haha.

The bride's house is huge! but i guess it should be expected, since her father is the PA of the Sultan of Selangor..

'Wow.big house.really big house.' was my first impression.even the security guards laughed at me.. == lol.

this's my mom's boss (first frm left).his wife (3rd frm left) is a Puteri!

that thing that looks like cake looks good, but i bet i would'nt like it.because its made out of veggie.yuck! xP

mom's other collegues.

~the end~

haha...

haha...my friends say my hair in the about me pic looks redish-purplish-brown..wakaka..

anyways,friday went to kutip sampah in the nearby playground with classmates for sivik project..

here are some of the pics..kaka.

lols.took by my friend while i wasnt looking..

her last year's bday

haha....a VERY VERY VERY OVERDUE POST.just posting for fun.. xD

is it gone forever...?

miss how we used to laugh at all your crazy jokes,

miss how you'd just call my name for no reason at all,

miss how we used to play chess with everyone surrounding us knowing you were gonna let me win,

miss how i'd decided to skip lunch and you would suddenly show up with some food you 'wrongly bought',

miss how you would scare me from behind when i was looking out the corridor,

miss how we'd go mad just talking crap with the gang,

miss how you laughed,

miss the way you'd pretend to slip just to fall on me,

miss us.

miss everyone.

miss u guys.

life

what's life?
what are we living for?
what are we fighting for??
why are we living????

why...i need answers..i really need them. .><.

sigh

i won't give up till it's over....
if it takes you forever, i want you to know..

is it true? that guys always hide their feelings? cuz well,it's sure true to me..they always look happy! it just seems sooo 'real' and sooo unbelievable!!
i mean, how can someone be happy ALL the time?? its so...fake! ><

ok gtg.bro so noisy! shout shout shout! argh!! x[ -----!

am i happy?

look.see that guy? he looks happy.he's laughing.joking around with his friends.but is he happy?
i see the sorrow in his eyes.when noone's looking.he's hurt.sad.

he notices me staring.he looks up.straight at me.i give him a weak smile.he smiles back.a big grin.as if saying 'why are you looking at me like that? i'm fine, dont worry.' but the look in his eyes dont change.he's not fine.i just know it.

i'm back home.lying on my bed.gazing at the ceiling.thinking of him.wondering why he's sad.i cant stand it.i text him.he doesnt reply..as usual.i wait.i fall asleep after 2 hours.i wake up sad to see he still didnt reply.

4 days pass.i didnt see him.i'm busy.i forget about that look.

it's been a week now.i see him again.
this time he's just sitting there.noone's here yet.except us.he doesnt smile.he doesnt frown.but his eyes say everything.i dont know what to say to him.he doesnt know what to say to me.silence.i look at him.thinking of what to say.he takes a peek at me.but turns away again.i feel like crying.i dont know why.but i dont.i made a promise to myself not to never EVER cry infront of a guy.

*cachik* someone else is here.i feel dissapointed we didnt talk.its one of his friends.they start talking.they laugh.he looks abit happier.i'm abit happier too.

more people come.we have our gathering.i feel happy after chatting with my girls.everyone sits in a circle.somehow,we end up sitting together.we dont say a word to each other.

the gathering is ending.

i glance at him.he catches my eye.i give him a faint smile again.he smiles slightly back at me.i whisper to him 'you ok?' he replies 'i'm good...thanks'. 'for what?' i say.he stops to think a second.then says 'caring'.he smiles at me.a nice warm one.there's a sparkle in his eyes.its beautiful.i like it.i smile back.a tear drops from my eye.i face away to wipe it off.
suddenly i hear his voice in my ear.'my shoulder's always here for you to cry on you know that?'. 'i know...'

purple gang

lols...as u can see,we're all wearing purple! haha..this's yesterday in chrch...we DID NOT PLAN TO WEAR PURPLE!! IT JUS HAPPENED!!! so pls dun be angry lyd n lai yee.. ^^ so hapened both of thenm were wearin whole body black xD

at first i was wearing a black shirt too....but then suddenly feel like changin n end up with purple...hahas..

p.s. this pic is kinda blur so sorry.

why i wonder..

i wonder because i'm not sure.
i wonder because i dont know.
i wonder because i dont get you.
i wonder because i care.
i wonder because i hope.
i wonder because, i have a dream.

but i wonder...what do i wonder?

i wonder why....
we hate others.
we hurt each other.
we kill.
we fight.
we quarrel.
we bother.

i wonder why...i even bother to wonder..

the poem

HIS JOY

The joy of the Lord is my strength.

on Him i will always depend.

when i'm filled with sadness and fear,

i'll call on Him cuz i know He is here.. =]

1st day of skul........

welp...ytd went quite well (thx for the prayer kor)..
its so funny that every teacher that comes into our class have to tell us first "ok.this year kamu semua pmr already a.time to serious.tak boleh macam last year joking joking main main lagi.saya tau kamu ini class sangat playful, tapi tahun ini tak boleh already!" then oni start class... =.= s-w-t..... T.T

haih...now cant watch tv play comp anymore... T.T sob..jus study study study.sigh.nothin to say abt that topic.

so anyways,i cant stop thinkin abt wat ps.james prayed for me in camp...i wrote a lil poem abt it.heh.hope u guys like it.jus a short n simple 1.

its not very good. but it says it all.heh..not exactly ALL....but still.........lol.will post it right aft this.

kays.doggie barking like crazzy.must be hungry.gtg .byes!

2009 here we come!

to be honest,i am soo not lookin forward to 2009/next year/tomorrow...i dun wanna become 15 yet!! T.T

P-M-R.jus thinkin abt it makes me shiver.i know i'm extremely lazy when it comes to studying..every time i take out a book to study, i end up doing every other thing except study..haih..sad.i know i could do it if i jus focus n control myself (from falling aslp or gettin distracted),but it's so boring (no offence,people who like studying)!!!! n there's so much too memorize.... T.T

sob.i guess i'll jus hav to make the best out of it.i always do.lol..ya right,sure i do. xD

besides that fact,i think 2009 wont be THAT bad...it'll be pretty much 'just another year' for most peeps.i hope not though.'just another year' years r gettin really boring..jus hope nothin bad happens nex yr..

to all my friends, HAVE A GREAT 2009!! GOD BLESS!!! n i hope those sittin for pmr too next yr weren't put down by my negativeness.heh..GOOD LUCK GUYS!!!!!!! ^^

watched Twilight with cousins

these r pics of me n my bro n my sis n our cousins..my aunt made us take these pix in the hse in memory of that nite (wednesday).cuz the 12 of us went out to Queensbay Mall (Penang) to watch a movie (Twilight) n the ticket guy was so shocked.he was like 'TWELVE???' XD the look on his face was so funny XDD ahaha...btw,the 1st pic we lined up frm small to big (age) lol..

look at the difference

u know ar, i just noticed something interesting.

when u know a prsn, but u're not vry close to him/her, this is how u take a picture with him/her.



after sometime, when u r close to him/her, THIS is how u take a picture.



look at the diff!!! xD

Youth camp 08 pics!!!

Youth Camp 08

hi guyx...long time no post.
'anyways,lets talk about this year's youth camp.wat do u think abt it? (discuss discuss)(talk talk)uh-huh.oh.(talk again)ok.great.(blabla)so that's how u feel about it?(explain explain)oh.....'

XDD jus kidding....dunno wat i'm saying oso.hahaha..okok.let me tell u abt the joint camp with NCA(New Covenant Assembly) youths.our theme was BREAKTHROUGH.

this years camp was, for me, wow.a really big mixture of emotions.dissapointed,disgusted,angry,sad,emo,happyness,fear etc etc.i'll tell u y now.

on the 1st day of camp, we arrived late at Benum Hill Resort.the 'NCAs' we alrd eating.it was raining heavily n the lunch at the cafeteria SUCKED (sorry.no offence ><) n we had to wash our own plates too! [the dissapointed/angry part] aft lunch, we found out that the dorms were sooo far from the cafeteria.stil, no one complained abt it(i think).it was when we went into the dorm n saw the filthy lockers n bare beds n dirty floor that i started complainin [the disgusted part].....

aft 'unpacking',we went for a briefing at the service area.that place, i gotta say was nice.we got to know ur group members.aft that we went climbed higher up to the 'tower' where we played Flying Fox (use safety gear,slide down a rope across-above the lake) [fear part] dam fun!!!! i wan go again!!!!! evryone got their shoes all wet n muddy tho... [angry cuz hav to wash]

wash up wash up time....the bathrooms were stil on construction.inside was muddy n yucky [disgusted part] n we showered frm a pipe.lolz.the toilet doors werent fixed on too.we had to carry our doors to close...swt

later,was the 1st session with Rev JAMES FOO.i'll jus say, overall all the sessions his preaching was great.it totally touched me.....my pages for notes were totally full yo! Ps james foo rox! xD

at nite, we girls kept finding creepy crawlies in our dorm.....ants,bugs,worms,caterpillars,frogs,n even snake in the toilet!!! aaaah!!!! hateful creatures!!! the boys din get anythin!! ewwwww!!!!!!!! [disgusted part]

evry mornin we had group devotions.we got to know the members bttr frm there too..i think, by the 2nd nite, i was totally dreading goin for meals cuz the cafeteria so far to walk n the wash dishes part was...well uninviting.THANK GOD,that nite the NCA youth pastor, Ps Thaddeus announced that we were gonna eat meals in the service area frm then on n dun hav to wash dishes anymore too!!! hurray!!

on the 2nd day,we had a telematch at game time.dun wanna tell u all the games..jus, so many ppl got sunburned..not me tho.haha..day by day we got closer n closer with the NCA ppl....

3rd day,we climbed (really climbed!) up the hill to the obstacle course for the NS.the climb was so tirin i tot i would faint if i did the course too..it was 8 courses.jump the pole,cross the swaying plank on the water,'climb' the wall (carried by boys),walk on the wall (really scary.i held on to the guy infront of me the whole time),monkey bars above water,tarzan swing above water (swing across on a rope),crawl in the tunnel and crawl under the wire-fence. [all in fear]

i fell on the 1st couse. -,- aft that was quite ok.until the monkey bars.i totally cheated..keep steppin outside.hehe.then there's the tarzan swing.i,fell into the water. =.=' yucky!!!!! good thing i took off shoes.haha..aft that evrybody so tires n i was thinkin abt a long freezing bath(the water was freezing),they say we're goin kayaking!i realydin wanna go!! THANK GOD i went though...it was, to me, the funnest part of the whole camp!!! ya we got all wet.ya we got bullied by boys.but so wat?! it was soooo fun!!!!! [all included in happy] at that time, i can say the only thing left i disliked was the 'poor' management of the dorm n the sandyness of the whole place [dissapointd n emo]...

also on the third day,we had the photograph session.sakai pic,me n kor so sakai-ish. =.= haha..since it was the last nite,everyone stayed up late to play football n bball n eat n bond.haha...our chrches had a football match with the other chrches stayin there! too bad we lost 6-4. =[ o well.lol.that night, the average time we went to sleep was 4am.the nex day,evryone wake up late. (boys i mean) hahahas...

that day, evry grup were supposed to hav their own presentation for competition.but the leaders decided to 'breakthrough' n made a combine show WITHOUT INFORMIN THE PASTORS. xD evry group had its own but we stuck all of them together to make a whole show (sorta like a tv show) there was a startin song ( by TRANSFORMERS) 1st skit (by POWERPUFF GIRLS) commercial (THE SMURFS) 2nd skit (DORAEMON) commercial (SMURFS) 3nd skit (PIKACHU)MY GROUP! commercial (SMURFS) ending song (BARNEY).At the end evrybody combine to sing WONT YOU LORD.SO touching! .><. hahaha....

then ps soo cheng announce the winners! 1-PIKACHU! 2-POWERPUFF GIRLS! 3-DORAEMON! i think...hehe.cant remmbr dy..

aft saying our goodbyes, we set off home....................tatas! sob....

o ya.will post pics soon! ^^

P.S. GTS YOUTH ROCK FOREVA!!!!

staight hair on me?

umm...well...saturday went to straighten my hair.

sunday go chrch,i jus tell wat ppl say la.kor say not nice,lyd say wierd,ps soo cheng n xin wei n aunt lynn say nice n crys say nicer than last time but she still not used to it (>>chat box) haha...n those things i've heard but not sure of,err..i wont say.hehe.

personally, at first i see i also think it was wierd...but now i'm startin to get used to it n starting to quite like it.. ^^ to me it's definitely bttr than last time xD haha..ok gtg.chat with my buizhe.lols.BYE!

church camp 08 pix..lolz

CHIP was..in a word,GREAT.

as most of u chrch ppl know, 26-28 Nov was our church's Children Holiday Integrated Program (or better known as CHIP).

me,crys and lyd were some of the helpers.we were 'in charge' of the food section along with johnston,and aunty josephine and peggy who were the...leaders i think.my group was SOUTHERN CROSS, lyd's-Orion, crys's-Scorpio and ly's-Big Dipper. (as usual, our groups were all diff. -,- ) another group was North Star.

all the helpers were supposed to help clear up after n leave at abt 6.30pm those days.but it so happened that 26 n 27 were wednesday n thursday.which meant i hav tuition at 6.15 on both days so i left at like 5.15 (before CHIP even ended).sigh..

anyways,helping with the food was tiring...especially since i only hav like 5 hours of sleep those nights.i looked like a panda! literally! not to brag or say that the other duties werent hard, food duty was REALLY TIRING!! we cooked, we served, we dealt with kids who 'couldnt eat properly', we had to go n get things ready a half hour before eating time (meaning we missed stuff like games) and we had to stack up all the chairs after tea time evryday!! (never with johnston's help -.- >[ ) whhhooo! sweaty work that is!

on thurs we went to Beryl's choc factory n i bought lotsa chocs though! yum xP (i havent eaten any yet xD)

well, all in all..even though i was tired most of the time and our team lost in the end, T.T being a CHIP helper was super fun n a great experience. =] i will definitely go back and help out next year. x)

me n crys got over-excited n took 107 pix! XD here r some of them....

my team name!!

my team!!

me n crys n lyd's paintings! the brown fish is my own! ^^

first time see johnston cookin!

the egg he cooked

the end product! (underneath was very wet n soggy though xD)

me n crystal makin french toast! ^^v

with johnston too (is he whistling?)

totally spies! XD

not forgettin ly n her funny faces x)




at Beryl's factory! (i'm at the back left-your left with ly.see us?)

me n crys with thew cow outside the factory (wat's she doin? xD)

at the end...say CHIP evryone!!! i'm in black.guess who's in the first pic n not in the next? haha

THE END...

HAPPIE HOLIDAYS GUYS!!!!!!!!!! ^^

Tagged by Crystal

How you do the Letter Me:

Dear (the last person who left a comment on your blog).
I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___.I think I realized it when ___2______3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___.___12___.

Loves;-(Your name)-P/S: You are so lifeless, ___13___,-The name of the person that tagged you-

.1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kebab - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6.What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
American Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family

13. What is your favorite activities when hanging out with mates?
Gathering for drinks - Ugly pig
Football - Silly duck
Shopping - French kisser
Dulging for food - Cranky banana
Movies - Smelly armpits
Snacks - Horny wolf
Snooker - Tiny nipples
Bowling - Sexy grandmother
Outdoor activities - Vain pot
Having a long talk - Nose plucker
Taking pictures - Dumb bitch
Other - Burn yourself



Conclusion:

Dear stan,
I don't really know how to tell you this, but I dislike you . I think I realized it When I changed tennis shoes in your apartment and I saw you sit on the crazy monk. I'm sure you're scarred enough to understand how boring you are. I'm returning the couch cushions to you, but I'll keep the results of ypur blood sample as a memory . You should also know that I never openly mocked eggplant-fetishism. In pain.

Loves, isabel
-P/S: You are so lifeless, French kisser.

I TAG: stan joyce johnny

GOOD LUCK!

To all SPM students
(mainly stan, johnston, david) :


GOOD LUCK IN YOUR SPMs !! STUDY HARD O ! JIA YOU !!! ^^


<3 ISabeL =]

Christmas Clock xD

lolx!

i was just lookin at all the types of clocks i can put in the blog jus now, n i saw this christmas clock with a dancin Santa Claus thats so funny n cute!
but i was thinkin "its not christmas yet..." so i looked at all the others, but they jus didnt seem to suit me..so i said "wat the heck, its gonna be christmas in a month.thats close enough" n picked this one >>>

cute huh? xD

haihx....byebye christmas party ,><,

haih..so sad lar....i cant go to the Youth Christmas Party T.T so sad...waaaaaah.....cuz i gotta go back to hometown (penang).. T.T not that i dun like penang lar..jus that i was really really really lookin forward to the party..sob..gonna cry dy.. T.T

*sigh...................* ,><,

God forsaken right? o.0

i so don't get this!!

In that song 'I'm Yours' by jason mraz, u know the part 'and it's our GOD FORSAKEN right to be loved....'? GOD FORSAKEN?? GOD FORSAKEN????!!!!!

how can it be God forsaken when God loves us every second of every minute of every hour of every day of every week of every month of every year of every decade of every century???!!!!!

AARGH!!!! >[

or is there some other meanin to this sentence that i seem to not understand?? is there???! huh?!! IS THERE??? tell me!! argh..

Tagged by Joyce....

Rulez :

do not copy answers

the tag questions must be 100% the same

tag people after doing tag

no tagging back





I tag:

1. AnnA

2. Jien Yue

3. Johnny

4. Chris

5. Ityra

6. Pearly

7. TonTon

8. Ke xin

9. lai yee



How you know 1?

she's my bestie in school !



What would you do if you never meet 2?

i'll lose a didi..



What would u do if 3&4 dated u?lols.

uhh...3 AND 4? would feel really wierd cuz to me they're jus friend and korkor



Would 5&6 make a good couple?

umm..depends.. xP



do u think 7 is attractive?

well, yes.in a funny kind of way xD



Do u know anything about 8’s family?

we're not vry close actually.she's got a mom, a dad and a sis i think....


Tell me something about 9.

she's cool.like to joke around n act like sopo..haha.



What is 1’s favourite past time?

watch tv n talk to..ahem.BENG.


What language does 2 speaks?

he speaks english lo



Who is 3 going out with?

err..nobody..?



How old is 4?

oh no..i cant remember...sorry ar.paiseh



When was the last time u talked to 5?

no idea.we dun talk much



Who is 6 favourite singer?

lolx.i dunno wor..



Would you date 7?

uuuhhh....maybe, maybe not.couldnt say for sure. haha



Is 8 single?

i think so.



What is 9 last name?

lawl. lai yee



Would you consider being in a relationship with 1?

of course, as BFFLs!



Which school does 2 go to?

catholic high school



What do you like about 3?

well..hmm..he's my kor, funny n gives good boy advice XD

Minee Owliimpix

o ya..i dint say anythin abt the Youth Mini Olympic did i? omg so sorry.....haha.me n crys n joyce n lyd all diff team le! me green! crys blue lyd red joyce yellow T.T

anyways, that day me n bro reach chrch at abt 7.35pm. thought that it's started, but barely 10 ppl were there! evryone was 'fasionably' late. -.- i purposely paint my nails green for this occasion! xD me n crys n joyce they all jus sit upstairs n wait.....can u believ the blue team was all there alrd???! from my team (green!) only like me n the pope ( for those who dont knw..) summor keep askin me for the nail polish =.=

well, we started finally at (i know it's wierd,but i'm like totally readin my diary heh* now to remember..it's sorta blur in my mind, what with all the exams these days..) where was i..o ya. 8.we started at 8 (u noe i took 3 pages to write this in my diary??) lol y my diary keep comin into this.haha..my team leader wuz rueben looi.team got jess, pope, jason, isaac lim n me.oh.n sarah..she came abit late.

1st, we had to do a group cheer..ugh....i'lll jus tell u ours **GREEN GREEN GREEN ! WE ARE GREEN ! PEI SI IS GREEN ! GO GREEN !!!**
yerr..geli hor....

after that is the games..

the first game, is Banana Relay.the main thing is throw banana to the other guy, eat.throw back, u eat. throw n eat n throw n eat......first group finish win. 1-Blue 2-Yellow 3-Green 4-Red
at first red was before green, but the guy, jien 'you' decided to go to the 'finishin line' without finishin has banana...haha.

nex game,Pillow Basketball (or sumthin like that)..1 team pick 2 boys 2 gals. Blue-Yellow, Red-Green.1st time the 1st team boys with the other team girls them 2nd the 1st team galls with the other team boys n etc.etc..this's how it goes..the gals get 1 pillow each.the boys have to try to play basketball the usual way, except now with 2 crazy gals hittin them with pillows xDD
the final round, Green-Blue..in the end Green win! yeay! 2-Blue 3-Red 4-Yellow


err..them its umm..o ya (check diary again) the bean-bag game..forgot wat it's called. 2gairls frm each group.me n sarah frm my group...i girl carry the other n the top girl has to balance a bean bag on her head while trying to poke other team's bean bags down with a stick thingy..drop them lose.so sarah carry me.they make me wear goggles on my head to balance it! >_<> win 2-Yellow 3-Green 4-Blue

aft that is water game..whoever also can..the 4 guys of our team went.their supposed to pass the water frm the bucket at the back to the bottle in front using cups.the water hav to be passed frm the person's back to the other guy's back.after like 5 mins, stop n see which team's bottle is fullest.....Green win!! woooot...!!! they din say who 2nd or 3rd or 4th.

the last game,hav to be 4 guys frm each group.....only the body parts that the game master says can touch the ground.example, 1 leg 3 hands 2 heads etc.etc...evry round, the last team to do will be out.all i remember is Green win again! weee!!

btw, for the cheer, Red win...

Overall, Yellow-4 Blue-3 (drum roll......) Green-2 (aw..wwoooooooottt!!!) Red-1 !! gratz! they got medal summor wo... x) n 'golden nuggets'..hahaha..we got 'silver nuggets'.actually it's chocs..lolz.

then we took pics! haha..vry sakaiish as tonton would say...lolx -.- haha.then had some supper there too...n we went to admire the new toilettes xD sam n sarah n jim keep makin jokes abt 'em xDD make us laugh like crazy finally we wash up the place.well actually they washed up.some of us just stood n watched..their funny even when washin up..haha =]

well, it was really fun. cant wait fir the next event guys!! Christmas!!!!!! wooohooo!!!!!!!

super sick..so,much,pressure.... *faint*

haihx..

tmr 1st day of year-end exam....24 Oct - 5 Nov.
1 Nov & 7 Nov piano exam..

><, how am i supposed to do piano and study at the same time when i cant even get good marks when i only study???!!!

haih..

super sick now...cough....cough cough..soar throat..aaah..running nose...sneeze! sneeze!!

study study study study study...................

lolx. -,-zzZ

sob..piano so scared fail.....exam even more scared fail...!
if fail, go bad class nex year.if go bad class, results bad. if results bad, pmr how??? bad! if pmr bad, FUTURE GONE...!!! urgh..

*faint...*

i shouldnt have a blog.

u know, i think i shouldnt have a blogg...cuz, well, i dont really feel comfortable just blabbing about my life here..i'm vry bad at typing 'the story of my life'. but if u ask, i'd be happy too go on and on blabbing about evrything..hahax.

if u asked me now, i would most likely be tellin u abt that day when me, crys, lyd n jess went to sunway piramid..and how these days the teachers hav been totally pressuring us to get good grades on our upcomin exams and abt last friday wat happen when i went to supper with my church youth aft cell, how's guitar class doin, and wat i'm gonna do this week since i've got hols cuz of PMR exams, etc.etc...lolx

but. i wont be tellin u guys about that..nop nop nop (shakes head).
errr..well i guess i alrd did..but i wont go into details..haha.

see??! this y i shouldnt have a blog!! see?????!! argh..!