new leaf..?

oh man.
with my constant daydreaming, spacing out n getting blur all the time, my guardian angel really has a full time job nowadays.
everyday i slip 3-4 times at least while in school, at home, going up or down the stairs or even when i'm just walking. >< but i NEVER fall.never.not once.so everyday i end up saying 'thank God' like more than 10 times all together.a few times for every almost-fall.haha.

i feel really peaceful these days..
like, even when i just finish my exam paper and know i got lots i dunno how to do, even when i remmber PMR is in a few weeks, i just shrug it off and truly forget about it. (no, no.dont worry.i still study.) not like usual times when i shrug it off but cant stop thinking about it and get all stressed up.

yeah, i feel..calm.
really relaxed in a way..
very at peace with the world.

which is the reason for my non-stop daydreaming.lolx.

for once in my life, i feel like everything is alright.

PMR O.O

hiya....long time no post ler!!

vry busy with pmr now... its in a few weeks!!!! study study study........

oh.its 2nd trial now.hate examss!!!!

sometimes really feel like it! sometimes wanna poison it!

sometimes just wan to it!!

OH MY GOSH.ITS COMING! IT REALLY IS!!! GOD SAVE US!!!!

STUDIIEEEEE~~~~~~~!!

its never too late

Gosh.where to start..

Just re-read my last post (deleted) and noticed how irrasional i was when i said all those things..it was unfair to my parents me saying all that without thinking thru it first.i just blabbed it all out.i dint even remember saying those things til i reread it.it was really harsh.and somewhat untrue. >< so,

Sorry daddy and mummy..
really truly sorry...

I cant change my ways overnight, noone can.but i know one day.one day, i'll become the mature lady you 2've always wanted.and you'll be impressed.
just like 'his' dad was with 'him'.yup, you can bet it.

So, yeah.forgive me ok..
nitenite.

trying to find a better part of me..

love this pic...for some reason..so nice...

sorry lyd...i pun tak tau y u not here ><