sometimes the nicest things u say to someone are those you didnt have to think through. that also goes for the meanest.

i think.. the sweetest thing that has ever been said to or about me, was heard that day when we were playing a game and didi just said:

'i wanna make isabel smile'.

those words went straight from my senses right into my heart .><.

you.

i miss how you said 'it will be okay', when darkness was all i saw.

i miss your laugher that echoed through the room and made even the saddest smile.

i miss the feel of my hairband being pulled off, every morning when you greeted from behind.

i miss the way you let me win, even when you knew you'd lose more than just the game.

i miss how your whisper 'you okay?' always made me want to cry.

i miss how you tried and tried to make me smile, no matter how long it took.

i miss the times we'd stand alone at the end of the corridor, looking to the sky, watching birds fly and wind blow, not needing to say a word.

but most of all, i miss...