the truth about me.

I'm good at not caring.Pretending to not care at least.It's easy to put on my earphones and get lost in the song, pretending i'm not caring about everything that's happening around me.But you can never fully ignore the things that are going on around you.

Sometimes, i can control my mind until i really don't care.About anything and everything.But well, i'm not heartless.Controlling your heart isn't as easy as controlling your mind.How you feel is 10 times harder to change than how you think.

I wish i was heartless.Then i wouldn't get hurt by people.I wouldn't hate.I know that means i wouln't love either.But i don't want to hate.Even if it means i cant love too.