i just couldnt help posting that post again..heh.

its just so...meaningful.so true. =/

=']

again

When you drop a glass or plate to the ground, it makes a loud crashing sound..When a window shatters, a picture falls from the shelf, or a book drops from your hand, it all makes a noise.But as for your heart, when it breaks, its completely silent.

You would think as it is so important, it would make the loudest noise in the whole world, or even have some sort of eardrum-bursting sound like the beating of a gong or the ringing of a big bell.But it is silent, and you almost wish there was a sound to distract you from the pain.

If there is really a noise, it's eternal.It screams..and no one can hear it but you.It screams so loud your ears sting and your head aches.It thrashes around like a great white shark getting caught in the sea.It roars like a mother bear who just lost her cub.That is what it looks like and that is what it sounds like.A thrashing, panicking, trapped great big beast, roaring like a prisoner to its own emotions.

But that's the thing about love.No one is untouchable.It's as wild as that.But when it actually breaks, its totally silent.

Now i know.It is time to stop walking with my head in the clouds.Hoping hopes that don't happen; dreaming dreams that don't come true.Instead, keep my head on the harder soil of ground level i should always have been rooted to.

There are no happily ever afters.There is no such thing as love at first sight.

just a short post to say....


EXAMS ARE OVER~~~!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!! SO HAPPIE!!!!!! HOLS ARE COMING!!!!!!!!!! SO HAPPIE!!!!!! CHURCH CAMP!!!!!!!!!! EVEN MORE HAPPIIIEEEE!!!!!!!!! WEEEEE~~~~~~!!!!!!! ^^

parents' day~~~

HAPPIE PARENTS DAY DADDY N MUMMY~~~~!!!! ^^v

welp..today went to church at 930 instead of the usual 10 to practice for parents day presentation....wore my dance dress there cuz supposed to dance with crys at service time...

she doesnt have the dress so had to borrow frm ash..who said she'd give it to her aunt to bring cuzs he's not going..but then there was some kind of mix up and she forgot to give it to her aunt..so we had to cancel the dancing... >< i was super disappointed and angry and emo cuz i took like 4 hours to make the steps!!! argh!

so then...we were just standing there getting ready to sing when suddenly, jes just came up to us and said 'button ur shirt and dance like this'.lol.dun get it wrong..i was wearing 2 layers so she ask me to button outside de.lol..we were so surprised!!!

so we quickly went up and dance like that! xD but good thing was,me n crys were both wearing long black pants.and our top was both white too! haha...of course we felt sorta awkward.but it was a good awkward. X]

later, the kids had 2 presentations...tambourine dancing and dancing-and-singing..then the youth (including me) presented 2 songs..1 chinese, and 1 english 1 that 'the youth' (i think jhon and david..) composed...

after that, we gave our handmade rocks (nonono..not we make the rocks..we jus painted them n stick a house on top.haha) to our parents...i gave 1 to my mum, and the other 1 extra that i made to aunty peggy.. ^^

'kemudian' xD, just the normal sermon lor..quite good...then altar call, then end service.....

went to this coffeshop for lunch where we met jienyue's family...so just eat together..

now i'm back home n have to go bathe my doggie! bye~~

let me be myself

am i bad the way i am?

i know i have flaws...but who doesnt?

i know i mess up.i know i mess up alot.but is that a good reason to hate me?

i know i'm very straightforward about my feelings..but is that not a good thing?

i know i'm not rich..but is that really such a big deal?

i know i'm not the most lovable person a friend can be..but i try dont i?

dont i....

camp here i come!!! =P ^^v

i'm going to church camp!!!!!! wooo~~~!!!

cant believe i'm going!!! all thanks to pssc who let me register late! thanks! and my parents who finally allowed me to go! thankssss!! ^^

woohhooo!!

just want to let it all go...

so super sad right now...

parents dont let me go to church camp...so sad....sob...

i'm so worried about my future i just dont know what to do....

everything's wrong..just wrong.

feel like dying...

God help.......please...... .><.

mother's day!!

Happie belated mother's day mommy~~!!!!! ^^

Saturday family went to celebrate mother's day with aunt & family....was good...jus eat rice and dishes..expensive leh! >< haha..anyways, as usual, i ate 2 and a half plates of rice and 5 glasses of tea. 0.0 i know i know.i dont look like i can.but i did! xD after that so full til cant walk! xDD

then went to see kai ma's newborn baby at other aunt's house (which is this aunt's neighbor.haha.) ate cheesecake!! mmm....so super nice....other other aunt make de. xD then my aunt (again another 1. xD) said she's gonna give me the recipe! cuz my mom duwan make.so she ask me to make.haha.
kai ma couldnt finish her cheesecake so i quickly grabbed it! but in the end also got share with cousins la.lols.cant eat alot extra when my cousins are around.ahaha...

btw, if u got confused, its 4 aunts all together. xDD

stayed till about 12am..then went home lor.sunday couldnt wake up cuz slept so late.. =P hahas.but still got go church lar... =]

kays.that's all for now.see u guys around!

let it go

When you drop a glass or plate to the ground, it makes a loud crashing sound..When a window shatters, a picture falls from the shelf, or a book drops from your hand, it all makes a noise.
But as for your heart, when it breaks, its completely silent.

You would think as it is so important, it would make the loudest noise in the whole world, or even have some sort of eardrum-bursting sound like the beating of a gong or the ringing of a big bell.
But it is silent, and you almost wish there was a sound to distract you from the pain.

If there is really a noise, it's eternal.It screams..and no one can hear it but you.It screams so loud your ears sting and your head aches.It thrashes around like a great white shark getting caught in the sea.It roars like a mother bear who just lost her cub.
That is what it looks like and that is what it sounds like.A thrashing, panicking, trapped great big beast, roaring like a prisoner to its own emotions.

But that's the thing about love.No one is untouchable.It's as wild as that.But when it actually breaks, its totally silent.

Now i know.It is time to stop walking with my head in the clouds.Hoping hopes that don't happen; dreaming dreams that don't come true.Instead, keep my head on the harder soil of ground level i should always have been rooted to.

There are no happily ever afters.There is no such thing as love at first sight.

life's worth living?

life is like the sky.

sometimes its rainy,
sometimes its sunny.

in the morning its bright,
but at night its dark.


just remember..

the rainbow always appears after the storm..


we're fighting..and will always be fighting.

fighting to live right,
fighting to live well,
fighting to live.

stopping the tears that threaten to fall.
forcing away thoughts that threaten to drown us.
holding back memories that threaten to hurt us.
fighting.

it doesnt matter if we lose the battle.
it matters that we fight our best.

noone can take away the innocence...of childhood.我会永远怀念以前的我

某年某月的某一天..

你和我在那里

傻笑的认识了.


从那天起,

你就变成我的开心果..


每当我开心时,

你都会在那儿.

和我分享..

让我更加的快乐..


每当我伤心哭泣时,

你都会在那儿.

让我在你肩膀哭..

帮我抹眼泪..


每当我生气时,

你都会在那儿.

当我的枕头..

给我打到满手黑青..


每当我寂寞时,

你都会在这里.

陪伴我..

和我玩乐..


遇见了你,

我的天空便得更亮丽..


~~


当我们要分开时...

我真是多么的伤心...

可是你告诉我

‘我会永远在你心里

你会永远在我心里

不要哭啊.

我们会再相见的..’

我是完完全全的相信他的话.


那些时刻..

会永远留在我心里头...

永远不会消失.


~~

但是..

我还在等呢.

等到我们下次相见...

希望..

会赶快到来...


有缘就会再见吧.

朋友..

skipped church...tsktsk

haih.when is this gonna end....still sick..but dun worry,i'm not here to blog abt my sickly-ness..

yesterday went to ioi and parents bought me and bro each a new guitar!! with the stand and strap and bag and everything!! yays!!!! ^^v and the guy selling even gave me his own guitar pick..he said its lucky.ahaha....woo! soo happiee!! wheee~~

this morning went to MPH warehouse fair in pj...ya,i know i'm supposed to go to chrch..but wat to do? parents tired mar....bought 2 books by bestselling author Cecelia Ahern (remember Ps I Love You? heh.) If You Could See Me Now and Where Rainbows End..jus started reading if you could see me now..

erm....guess that's all...see ya next time! ciaoz!