johnnykor's art (AWESOME)

these are some of the many artwork done by johnny that are simply awesome.it took super long for me to decide which 1 to put first and last cuz they're sll so nice..so please have a good look at em...please click on them to enlarge them.please do.if u can.its much more fascinating when you can see all the details....please please please do.i sound desperate.i know.but wat to do? they're so goooooood!!!!! haha.enjoy!! [click on the post title to see johnny's full art gallery =P]

ZE-3 Saber (my total fav!)

Mercenary 1 (1 of my favs)

Mercenary 2 (1 of my favs)

JCI Unit 1 a.k.a. Hanzo (1 of my favs)

Hideyoshi's Samurai

Angelic Crusader 2 (1 of my favs)

Angelic Crusader 1

Acacia, giver of life (1 of my favs)

Viet the Uncontrollable (1 of my favs)

Corvus the Battlemage

Ciel (absolutely fascinating if enlarged)

Zero

Unit Alpha 1

Angelina Jolie

just noticed i got so many favs..hahah...nice right??? yeah!!! xD

in this moment now, capture it.remember it.(26.7.09)

okay.in a real big hurry here.just wanna have a lil update about last sunday...

so..had breakfast at mcD (been a long time since i had mcd) with my family before goin to church.had a great service, then guitar class.guitar class was..abnormal yet normal.meaning, awkward.

aft church, went to sunway pyramid with sarah, brian, jian hui, johnston and crys.went to buy movie tickets to the new harry potter show when suddenly the pope called to say my bro was missing from guitar class.called up my mom n found out that bro went home dy. -.-'

anyway, aft buying the tickets went over to Popeye's to eat lunch (eventho i alrd thot we had lunch in the car with all the burgers and fries n drinks..but i guess not. *shrugs*) met the Ha family and michelle while eating..

later me n crys went into the cinema first aft buying popcorn n stuff.then the others came.with johnnykor too (he came from home.lolx.).

there was some prob with the show.at the beginning, it took really long to start.then when the movie trailers and advertisments started, it suddenly stopped and the lights came on.then aft a while it started again.this happened a few times.by the third time, everyone was grumbling dy.
johnnykor beside me even said that the first time he came here (this's only the 2nd time), the show had a prob n they had to refund them! O.O i was getting mad.finally, the real show started.it stopped again for just a minute, then continued to the end.thank god.

the show was quite ok....not as bad as i expected.lolzzz.it took from 330-630 all cuz of those malfunctions. -.- me n crys were freezing there.not many action scenes..but there was 1 part at the lake when it was sooo quiet, a hand came out of the water n grabbed harry's hand! every1 jumped up! haha...exept for kor.who laughed. o.O haha.

but still, overall we had a good time.wouldnt mind going again.haha... ^^

that's all..see ya in a week or so.....gotta study more.which means blog less. T.T bye~

a lesson well learnt

I've learned...

If you hold on to the past, you forget the present and lose the future.


I've learned...

It don't matter what people think about me.It matters what i think about myself.


I've learned...

Boys were never meant to understand girls and girls were never made to understand boys.


i've learned...

There will always be someone there to give me a shoulder when i cry, a hand when i fall and just..a smile.


I've learned...

I dont have to be sad if some people dislike me.I have a family, true friends and 'kors' alike who stand by me through it all.so what more could i want?


I've learned...

The worst reason for a girl to dislike me is 'because i like the guy she likes'.
(Come on, i believe that if a guy likes a girl, he will like her with or without me there.Anyway, to me, true girlfriends are better than a boyfriend any day)


I've learned...

To say sorry when i did something wrong and to not when i know i'm being wrongly accused.


I've learned...

If i like a guy who doesnt like me, its just because we're not meant to be.I have plenty of time to wait for the right one.


I've learned...

To laugh whenever i can, and cry only whenever i have to.


I've learned...

A place is only as great as i make it.so why not make it great?

-bella-

MORE SUBANG RALLY PICS~~!!

pics at subang rally. ( full story below x] )

only din get lyd, jon n josh's pics....awww.... =[

the stage. P.U.S.H.!!

joyceee n me!

me n cryssie!

baby tonton xD (left)

da pope...

end altar call....

SUBANG RALLY 09!!!! P.U.S.H.!!! AWESOOOME~~~!!!!

just came back from SUBANG RALLY 2009!!!!! this year's theme was P.ray U.ntil S.omething H.appens!! P.U.S.H.!! super HYPER right now!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH~~~!!!! IN CRYSTAL'S HOUSE!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!! O.O XDDDDDD

okokok.calm down *deep breaths.........* ok.now, i'll tell u the FULL story.

haha...i know wat u're thinking right now. 'oh no.gonna be 1 of her super long long-winded posts again...' xD so now i'll say 'you're right!! it is going to be!!!! bear with me!!!!!' XD

this day started like any other saturday.... (hahahaha....ok la.i dun sooo long-winded.oh wait.i am right now.WAKAKAKAKAKAKA..........)

ok la ok la.jus start from aftnoon.went to tuition at 2 til 515.then 530 reach church ady.until now haven bathe u know!! XD

anywaaayyyy.....abt 645, had dinner with crys, lyd, joyce, pope, joshua n jonathan.so funny.me n crys were wearing purple shirt, joyce n lyd wear hot pink (rally shirt), n jon n joshua wore white.only pope was wearing black n he was the 'leader' summore.so we were super synchronized!! xD shared a lam meee with crys.she ar, ask me dun take so much, later cant finish. -.- xD i belanja-ed 'everyone' (girls) drinks!! haha.but joyce belanja us girls FOOD.even more yeng! aah! steal my spotlight!! hahaha...jkjk! i absolutely detest being in the spotlight.alone-lyness is mah thang.as most ppl know.haha..

then went over to sunway college to attend the subang rally concert.it felt super awkward being in a college....like so 'small' lidat.lolx...we walked wat seemed like countless (5 floors) flights of stairs n arrived at the hall.

it was like, quite big.enough to fit almost 1000 ppl i'd think.we started off with a prayer.then school sing off where everyone jus started to sing their own school song.LOL.subang utama won. -.-

suddenly, everybody walk to the front! i was like 'huh???' but i just follow lor.actually, we're suppoed to go infront to sing n jump etc.etc..de.but i din know.haha.

the worship was AWESOME!!!!!! i got so super hyped up n jumped like craaazzie! that is, aft i managed to go infront instead of getting squished by 1 of pope's friends. -.- the feeling was FANTASTIC.cant say the same for pope however.emo person, man.to think that I used to be called emo. =.= had some interruptions tho.jhonston aka tonton kept calling cuz he couldnt find us.haha...

aft the worship, had pastor clement wong to preach to us.but i couldnt concentrate cuz had to go to da loo.. ><

cannot tahan dy.i dragged crys to teman me go find toilet.it was right behind outside the hall actually.aft going, they din allow us to go back in the way we went cuz its only for exits.lolx.aft going round n round n up n down n left n right.we got lost.when we ask for directions, everyone just say go upstairs go upstairs. =.= thankfully, we met with jon n josh n managed to all get smuggled back in thru the exit by a guy who just happened to be the dj! thx mr dj man!!! ^^

aft the word, ps ask those who r...to raise hand n let him pray for us.i just felt like something was pushing me to raise my hand.lolx.so i raise lor.then they ask us go infront. ><

aft that, they ask us to go to the back to get our details.lols..i met a friend there! her name's Hassheena.her mom's philipino n dad punjabi.totally cool.

aft giving the details, we exchanged numbers n got back to our seats.by then, almost finish dy.they were just praying for ppl at the alter.but i din know pun.or else i would've gone out.haha.me, crys n joyce did some cam-whoring.haha...

in the end, we prayed closing prayer.then just as we were abt to leave, they say sing one last fast song!! wwwoooootttt~~~~! this time, i was REALLY TOTALLY HYPER.i just absolutely lost control n jumped like mad person.summore aft the 'last song', we shouted 'we want more!!' n sang another song!! XDD jhon infront of me n crys beside me oso like insane dy!!!!! it.was.AWESOOOME!!! GOOD JOB JHON N CRYS!!!! LOVE U GUYS~~!!!!!! muaxxx! many thx to pope for inviting us!! n joyce, lyd, josh n jon for going!!!! haha. xDDD thx subang rally commitee!!! was a GREAT MARVELOUS rally!!!! *CHEEEEERS!!!*

finally........(crys here go kill me ady.its now 1240 n she's been waiting to blog sice like, 1130. XDD) we went back!!!!!! T.T sobbb~~~~~so sad~~~~~~~~byebye rally~~~ T.T waaaaaahh.......

then now sleepingover at crys's house! whee~~!!!!!!

ok.crys parents gonna be back soon.gtg! =P

A moment to remember

The empty, desolate street.
The still, parked cars.
The beautiful trees swaying to the music of the earth.

Riding alone on my bicycle,
thousands of things are running through my mind.
Worries and troubles and depression.

Then suddenly,
nothing.
Feeling nothing,
but the warm evening sun shining on me,
the cool strong breeze blowing through my hair.

Listening to soothing music coming from a neighbour's house,
remembering bad memories that were locked in the basement of my mind.
Memories that haunted my every move.
Memories that kept me from trying.

I close my eyes and let the wind blow me away.
To a place full of magic and wonders,
where only happiness exists and sadness has never been heard of.
It's beautiful.Just beautiful.

A gust of wind comes.
It's blowing at a tree.
A tree covered with dead leaves.
Ugly dead leaves.
I know.It's my bad memories.
I feel it.
Like a heavy pressure on me.
Then all of them blow away with the wind.
Revealing a beautiful coat of new leaves underneath.
They will not haunt me again.
Not anymore.

I slowly open my eyes.
The breeze still blowing all around.
With tears in my eyes,
I take a deep breath.

This is definitely...
A moment to remember.

p.s. dear reader, please do NOT close your eyes and cycle like i did.i will NOT be held responsible for any accidents.thank you. xD

God's boxes, Your friendship

I have in my hands two boxes,
Which God gave me to hold.
He said, 'Put all your sorrows in the black box,
And all your joys in the gold.'


I heeded His words, and in the two boxes,
Both my joys and sorrows I stored,
But though the gold became heavier each day,
The black was as light as before.

With curiosity, I opened the black,
I wanted to find out why,
And I saw, in the base of the box, a hole,
Which my sorrows had fallen out by.

I showed the hole to God, and mused,
'I wonder where my sorrows could be!'
He smiled a gentle smile and said,
'My child, they're all here with me..'

I asked God, why He gave me the boxes,
Why the gold and the black with the hole?
'My child, the gold is for you to count your blessings,
The black is for you to let go.'

We should consider all of our friends a blessing.
Send this to a friend today just to let them know you
are thinking of them and that they are a joy in your life.

A ball is a circle, no beginning, no end.
It keeps us together like our Circle of Friends.
But the treasure inside for you to see,
Is the treasure of friendship you've granted to me.