life's sad when you're around..its sadder when you're not.

ytd went to church at 4pm to help jon shoot video for church camp promotion..there were 7 of us all together.4 guys 3 girls.

its so wierd.when i was there, i felt really 'out of the loop'..i dunno, its just like, i couldnt connect with them you know..even when they stood in a circle,i always seemed to be the one sort of,out of it.so sad...so i kept going out of the room.. x'[ (gonna cry ady..swt..)
usually,i like being alone..but this time, it was so...hurting.i talked only a few times. (actually,i dun remember talking to any1 except lyd.)

you might've guessed, i was emo the whole the time.but to be honest,there were other contributing factors to my emo-ness..

at abt 630,we went to bidara to eat dinner.didnt feel like eating at all..even though i was super hungry....but aft some persuation,i ate.mainly cuz i was scared i'd get gastric or something..
while we were eating, it started pouring..pssc came and picked us girls up.but the boys ran back in the rain..lol.

dunno why after dinner,i cheered up abit.maybe cuz i was abit more..noticed? =/
anyways,yeah.i cheered up abit.

aft the boys showered,we sang songs til prayer time.that really cheered me up.

by cell time,i was quite ok.had some emo moments,but still ok.cuz there was this smiley face there that time.haha.thx lai yee... =]

aft cell,we practiced the chinese song for parents day.that time i was abit hyper,cuz the song soo nice.lol.then,went home..

at night,had such a horrible nightmare..woke up crying.. >< sighs..

k la.gtg.bye....